Ramadhan Y_Y

YA ALLAH,, AKU SANGAT MENCINTAI RAMADHANMU KALI INI LEBIH DARIPADA TERTANAMNYA CINTAKU TERHADAP RAMADAN YANG SEBELUMNYA..... TOLONGLAH YA ALLAH,,, PERTEMUKAN AKU DENGAN CINTAKU INI KEMBALI..... AKU MOHON YA ALLAH... DAN APABILA IA DATANG KEMBALI,, JADIKAN AKU SEORANG YANG BERSUNGGUH-SUNGGUH DAN BERSEDIA...AMIN~~~

sedeyh.......sedeyh kerana ramadan akan berlalu

st0ry telling

This st0ry was brought up during the CM discussion…. When I was in f0rm 3,, I had a teacher wh0 taught us Arabic Language f0r c0mmunicati0n… she had been teaching me since I was in f0rm 2 s0 she “probably” g0t t0 kn0w my classmates and I “better”..


S0 the st0ry g0es like this,, when we’re having the class with her, we were listening t0 her and maybe,, we did something that she didn’t like.. She started to shout and said that “kamu memang suka buat macam ni dekat saya kan” (u like to do this to me rite?? *direct translati0n*) and she she went 0ut fr0m the class,,, 0h g0sh.. “what have we d0ne?” asked 0ne 0f my best friend… I said that I didn’t have any idea 0f what had just happened..


Then we went t0 the teachers’ r00m “chased” her and asked f0r f0rgiveness.. and we t0ld her that we would n0t repeat the mistake that we’ve d0ne….but we didn’t kn0w 0ur fault…. ????


When we asked her,, she was just kept her mouth shut and let us w0ndered what we’d d0ne.. s0me 0f the “inn0cent” girls in my class were fighting with their tears…but I was in the “0ther w0rld” thinking why all of the sudden she’d became m00dy and mad at us??


I th0ught 0f our behaviour.. maybe because 0f the n0ise that we made in the class.. 0r the b00k that we didn’t submit… but,, hey that’s n0rmal 0kayh..and after a few days 0f drama she accepted the apologiessss and entered our class as usual.. alth0ugh I felt awkward but,, I tried to act n0rmal…

and that was the first time… when she did that f0r the sec0nd time and s0me 0f the girls (d0n’t think 0f me crying because that was imp0ssible f0r that scenari0) I felt fed-up… (have u feel it bef0re?? haha)

my classmates decided to seek f0r revenge!!! Hahaha that’s n0t true..

we went to the teachers’ room again and minta maaf AGAIN!!!... but n0w,, we decided to g0 there 0nce.. and gave her the time she “needed”… and after a few days,, the lessons went “awkward-n0rmal” (there’s n0 such w0rd..haha)

and it turned 0ut that 0nly 0ne student in my class g0t A f0r her subject….i g0t C and i didn't blame her because it was my fault....

Maybe s0me 0f us thought that this subject wasn’t interesting anym0re.. as f0r me,, I find Arabic language is very interesting but I just didn’t like what the teacher had d0ne t0 me… I l0st my concentrati0n during her class…..duhhh,,, u can see

h0w teacher can give a big impact t0 the students…

err ,, I mean student like me… :(

grandfather..

alth0ugh it has been awhile,,,

i still need u...may allah bless u always..

i l0ve u... and i really d0,,, always luv u..

AL-FATIHAH

0h my g0d,, it's hard 2 say i'm quit..

yeah... that's what i think.... 0h g0d what a t0ugh thing 2 d0...

"dear________,, i'm s0rry but i wanna quit"..

WHY??????

WHY u wanna quit JIHA?????

Well,,, these are the reasons,,,

the first reas0n is that,, i've seen them w0rking 0n it... they w0rked

like damn hard,, n u can see their faces... th0se faces wh0 i l0ve n i c0uldn't bear 2 see their faces when they are really tired...... i really can't bear 2 see them...

YES,,,,, It's true that when we were d0ing this,, we were 2gether but can u imagine h0w

we actually "g0 thr0ugh" it... i am tired... n i can't see them w0rking very hard but at the same time i see s0me 0f them including me,, didn't d0 the w0rk pr0perly n s0metime they are n0t even c0ntributing 2 it... hey!!!hey!!!hey!! u think i didn't see ur face?????haish~~

but i admit that i was n0t c0ntributing t0 it too... n that's the reas0n SAYA MENGUNDUR DIRI

(I quit the j0b)...........

see,,, u can't even see their face like this......hahaha.. saya c0mel

next is ab0ut the fulus which had been c0llected.... 0h g0d,,, if it is g0ing 2 b devided,, h0w much can u get???with the hardship that you have been c0ntribute 2 it...

it is n0t that i'm being negative but... well u can even think it twice...

n the nxt res0n is,,, i dun have enuf _________.... 0h my g0d... i better keep it 4 the future...

bcause it is very useful 4 the next 8 m0nths...g0d there are many things 2 buy man...

it is up 2 u,,, what u wanna d0 and what u wanna say....but what m0re imp0rtant is that

i wanna quit because i'm tireddddddddddddddddddddd

tireddddddddddddd

H0W AM I G0ING 2 SAY IT 2 U THAT I WANNA QUIT??????????

Hey,, this is 4 u... :)

Hey bl0ggers n readers... s0rry 4 taking so long

2 p0st s0mething in my bl0g... it was just because

i've been running 0ut 0f ideas.. :) :) *lame excuse :)

0kay,, let's get back 2 the title.. :)

Say Hell0 2 degree year...t0day is the 7th day i walk 2 class...

i've seen s0me 0f the new things in my maktab.. well, actually it's just a little bit

0f impr0vement.. :) but what m0re imp0rtant is that

i g0tta feelin that i've l0sing s0mething too...

i can't see them,,, walking ar0und in maktab with thier friends,,

i didn't see them walking very late 2 class because they dont have the early class like we d0..

(i'm n0t a stalker btw.. )

i couldn't see them smiling at me again,, calling my name,, and what make me sad :( is that i can't even walk with them here.... :) h0h0h0...

just wanna tell them that i miss them......

Take a very g00d care 0f yourselves there... tke care every0ne..

i'll meet y0u next year there.. :) tata~

p/s s0rry c0uldn't send you to the airp0rt because 0f s0me pr0blems which we could n0t avoid.. :(