coolio... m0h0n Allah bantu

ada satu benda (Dari benda-benda yang banyak aku buat d0lu-d0lu)

yang aku rasa c00li0, and buat 0rg biasa ( i repeat,, 0rg biasa) rasa c00li0,,
buat dorang ckp.. "perghhh,,, c00li0 giler kau...."

aku pegang lama juga benda ini....
tak lepaskan... walaupun aku tahu,,, benda ini memang kena lepaskan dari dulu lagi..
tapi aku memang tak boleh lepaskan..

separuh pale-otak kata Please Let It GO!!
separuh pale-otak lagi cakap.. NO!! STAY!!!

pagi tadi message dihantar....
"aku nak tarik diri"
berat rasanya nak cakap.
.
tapi aku WAJIB buat...
sebab aku bukan mahu COOLIO yang itu..
aku mahu COOLIO yang lain...

mohon Allah bantu... bec0z i kn0w it is n0t that easy...
harap hati-hati mereka dapat menerima..

Bukan aku nak CABOT...
bukan nak lari..
tapi aku mahu kearahNYA,,
kearah FATIHAHku lafaz setiap hari dalam s0lat..

namun,, kamu tidak salah langsung
tidak pernah salah jika memilikinya...

aku je yang bersalah....
tak boleh j0in....
nanti mendatangkan d0sa kepada k0rang dan diri sendiri...
n0t g00d f0r me,,, iman dan hati,...

Allah,, sesungguhnya kepadamu sahaja aku berserah...
segalanya memerlukan pertolonganmu..
aku dah cuba..
m0h0n Allah bantu..
Tolong ya Allah,, aku bukan siapa-siapa tanpa bantuanMU...


library,, macquarie university, australia

words of the week

perkataan-perkataan minggu ini..


::  eg0 :: :: rational:: ::emotion::  ::ukhuwah:: ::ikhlas:: ::hati:: ::pintalkan:: ::pahit:: ::telan::
 (50:16) jzkk IG


::berlapang::  ::sabar::  ::pinta:: ::Allah:: ::sahaja::








nile close, NSW australia

sTill new...testing

The kids had inspired me to create this bl0g.,.
lemme tell u da my xperince during da Lnguage Camp
with th0se kids...

i was given da tme 2 meet the chldren,, fr0m
Sekolah kebangsaan Jitra 3. during da visit,
we had to conduct the activities. i was in charged for
year 1 kids,
we sang 2gether n did l0ts 0f thing.
we had given 0nly 2 h0urs 2 meet da kids,,

as the 2 hours pass by, we had 2 end da sessi0n n
gathered them at da hall,,
un4tunately, my year 1 pupils were running back 2 their
class,, i had 2 cll them back..
n surprisingly, a girl named Afifah giv me a fl0wer..
it's a r0se,, and it's red my G0D...
h0w luvly.. n an0ther sweet little boy gave me
(i dun n0e h0w 2 named it,,)
i juz named it "IKAN"..(bc0z he t0ld me,, this ikan is 4 u)
0h,,it's really touched my heart n s0ul..
hihihi..
thanx 2 them..

those were da first n 2nd gift f0r a teacher.(me) :D

The cute small fish and the Red rose

clearly seen the red rose n ikan

Tht's all 4 ths p0st,, still new,, and still learning.. :D